Poems By KamKam

Serpent

Slithering and sliding, quietly gazing in the grass.
They watch you, analyze you, to see how far.
How far they can drag you, to finally choke and kill you.
They morph into something great.
Full of hugs smiles and sweet kisses, that has a trace of poision lingering inside.
They check on you everyday and everynight
and slid back to enemies base and fill in their report with everything you did in their sight.
Learn your weaknesses, demote your strengths,
just by watching, grazing in the sign. For when the time to attack,
it will be soo meak and low.
It will hit you a like silent night
and you wonder why they would. When did this beautiful creature turn into an evil serpent.
Slowly choking you,
taking in your soul.
You put soo much hard work into them,
just for it to fade away.
Leave you sitting in shame.
The serpent slithers and slides away, laughing at your pain.
Leaving you in shame.



-K.Gumbs
12/28/16

I Don't Care.

In my best Trini accent, I simply say "I don't care"
Cause they way you talk about me, look at me, has no effect on me.

In my best Trini accent, I roll my eyes and say "I don't care"
If my life decisions that benefit me, disregard you and that I am now quote and quote selfish because I finally thought about me.

In my best Trini accent, I shake my head chuckling and say "I don't care"
For your emotions towards me does not determine the value of my life.
You got the warning and still wanted to play with the fire.

But then In my best Trini accent, I boastly say, "I don't care"
But my heart slowly starts to ache when I hear other peoples pain.
The brain starts to go in a frenzy. Saying you neeed to care. Help them
Knowing there is no way I can.

I shake that off a bit and In my best Trini accent, I scream and say, "I don't care"
For when a bond is created and secrets are shared.
The bond breaks drastically. And every word, breath has an effect.

But then I realise that.. I have to say it loud and louder in my best Trini accent "I don't care"
To show that your actions does not determine my happiness
That it is my life
I make my own decisions
I learn from the loses
And gain from the wins
And that your nagging input
Has nothing to do with it
For I do not fucking care about your feelings
I do not fucking care about your words. Your actions

The only thing I need to and should care about it God, Me and My Family.

-K.Gumbs
12/29/16